guess i'll start this with background. i broke up with my g/f about 4 weeks ago. we dated for a couple of yesrs before and split up. she got in touch with me a year ago. she was 3 months pregnant. we got back together and i was with her through the pregnancy. we moved in together about 2 months ago. unfortunately, she resumed a serious drug problem she had before and it briught us to an end....again. i miss her, but i have to admit, i miss the baby more. i can still seehis face and the way it would light up in a big smile when he would see me.....